In the beginning…


Together on this blog we will promote a civilized, coherent language, without calumnies or insinuations. For this reason I reserve the right to spare all of us who truly want to have a dialogue between hearts from the poison of anonymous messages or gossip. The initiative to share the thoughts and revelations we have had on the spiritual path also comes as a reaction to the calumnious and gossip campaigns of which I had lately become the target. In this way, I hope that all those of good faith will also have my opinion regarding different situations. Moreover, they will be able to make their own objective opinions without having information from one source only, which might very well be spoiled by particular interests.

With the certainty that the Truth can be born from constructive contradictions,

I wish you Love in the Heart and Peace in the Mind.

NOU! PENTRU CA MULTI ROMANI INTRA PE ACEST BLOG AM DECIS SA PUN UNELE TEXTE SI IN ROMANESTE. CAUTATI STEAGUL TARII! ro.gif

113 Responses to “In the beginning…”

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  1. 99
    Lia Says:

    Dear Helle,
    I admire that you wrote to Kim.
    Also is a good example how love can resist beyond difficulties and how actually love is rising from the soul, going towards the soul.
    Reading your soulfulness statement, i wish to Kim to bring in his life again love and joy.
    With love,
    Lia

  2. 100
    julie Says:

    dear kim
    i hope you are well and somehow manage, even i guess it is a tough time for you making all these stories… i remember very clearly coming to bhoga as beginner in yoga talking with people and learning karma yoga, it was in 2002.. i remember i heard that someone was telling me that kim, you, was the official name as having gotten bhoga – and i remember very well that i curiously asked you if you where the owner of bhoga -at which you replied with very clear aspiration and firmness – you underlined that your name was just a name on the paper – that Bhoga belonged entirely to natha. Just that somebody’s name had to be on the contract. i remember this conversation very well being so happy to have met so many people with self giving for higher ideals and purposes..and i remember your heartfulness then. i felt to write it here to you, maybe you remember that conversation too? do you really deny that at least once upon a time that was really your aspiration and deed – to help the bhoga projekt of nathas ardent aspirants to become to be and blossom, as we all?
    i cannot say i know all details in your further case and story thouroughly.. but i remember from the beginning when i heard that suddenly you started claiming bhoga, i was so surprised and amazed that you could, having long time ago helped in such a noble deed, turn it around to serve just your own small interests, not caring about all what had meant something before..
    im still amazed..
    but i wish you everything good and that your soul may bloom in happiness and love one day.
    julie

  3. 101
    Arthur Says:

    @Lia
    Dear Lia, thank you for putting the things very directly. I would like to clarify that the image that I have about Celia (and our relationship) is not at all ignoring her evident limitations and short-comings. The things that you have told me that Celia told you are not at all a surprise for me. While I have not heard them as facts like this before, but I was sure that these were her thoughts and attitude at that time, without her saying anything in this respect – I knew this because I could feel her very well and because it was easily discerned from her actions. Knowing this, I also let her go as a lover, beacue I could see that it was no longer the case. Still, all this does not cancel (at least for me) the friendship and love that we have had over many years, before and after that spring. The superficiality of Celia, that this story underlines, was even then not a stranger to me – we were close friends for a long time before that – and I loved her (as I still do today) as she was, even though she was superficial. This seems to me normal, considering the fact that I am also having my own weaknesses and faults, which I work to transform with time.
    Because you have mentioned this subject, I should say something about that trip to the mountains. In that time (for a year before and after that trip) I was going through a spiritual test that was very difficult for me, and which was demanding form me all of my energy. In facing this test I made many mistakes, but I kept on trying to learn my lesson, not giving up, until eventually, with a lot of help from my teachers (including first of all Grieg, and also much help from Mihai and Andrei Popa) and friends, and a lot of Grace, I managed to break through it. However, at the time of the affair with Celia, I was at the lowest part of that very difficult period. In that time I was indeed acting very strange, and it was therefore difficult for me to spend time with people, because I could understand that for most it would be hard to understand me and it could also be unpleasant for them. Let’s say that in that time I found out who were really my friends, because they stood by me selflessly even when I had nothing to offer in return. Because of this state, I was a bit reluctant to go on that trip with Celia, being concerned that she might not be ready to spending more time with me. As events proved, that was indeed the case. I could see clearly that she could not accept me in that period, she could not handle it, she simply had to run a way. I did not blame her, because I was conscious of the fact that I was making many mistakes, and due to that strange period I was going through, my state was far from being very solar and positive. I did not expect her to be a saint.I have mentioned these things here only because they were addressed directly.
    Indeed, these events do point out a clear superficiality on behalf of Celia, but this is something that anyone that knows Celia can say. One of my own lessons from that period of test, was that it is not possible to run away from one’s own mistakes and weaknesses or ignore them – if you don’t continuously work to transform them, if you miss too many real chances for this transformation, then eventually that problem will jump on you and take you down. Perhaps Celia is reading these lines. If you are, I would like you to know that I am not at all angry at you for anything, even though at least in regards to your role in the campaign against the school I can tell you clearly THAT YOU HAVE MADE A TERRIBLE MISTAKE TOWARDS YOURSELF AND YOUR FRIENDS IN NATHA. I am not angry at you, I am very concerned for you. I would like you to use all these things to help you to transform yourself – this will help you to avoid many problems and suffering in the future. I know it must be difficult to read many of the things written on this Blog – but they are good for you. It is very good that things are coming to the surface, not to hide anymore what Karsten was saying about you or you were saying about Karsten (or for that matter what you were saying about me) – if we don’t know how things are, if we lie and hide, we will be always trapped in illusion. Many people wrote here also about you – please don’t take these things as insults, they are feed-back which should help you to become aware of things that you need to transform and of patterns that you need to break – for your own good. And I can tell you from discussions that I have had here that these messages on the Blog are appearing on the background of an attitude of love and care for you, that is shared by many of your friends here.

  4. 102
    Arthur Says:

    So I recommend you to please take openly all these elements into your heart, and contemplate them without resent or anger. Your heart will guide you to the truth.
    With love and best wishes, Arthur.

  5. 103
    Arthur Says:

    @ Zina
    Dear Zina, we are fiends for a long time, so I can tell you my opinion. I don’t agree with your attitude about Anca. I think one thing that all these discussions here show, is that there is a value to these dialogs – they are bringing up different perspectives on the events, which help us see the things from more directions. For example – I found out what Karsten was saying about Celia and me, and what Celia was saying about us – this is helping me to understand the things better. And this is just a secondary example – for Karsten and Celia which are the main subject of discussions here lately, these dialogs and messages are are offering much help of seeing things from directions that they might not be considering in this moment, and thus helping them to have a larger and more objective perspective about themselves and the events in their lives.
    I don’t think that there is anything wrong with such an open discussion which is sincere and good willing. I think such discussions are good as long as no one claims that he knows all the truth and all the other are just lying, as long as we are always ready to accept another perspecive then our own, consider it openly and then decide if we want to include it into a more complete perspective,as long as we are also ready to admit that we are wrong when that is the case. These discussions are also good when thy are up-front and honest, giving the proper human respect to the others without cynicism. This is in contradiction to the kind of message that we have seen here from Mahacutra – who was not entering into dialog (even if that would be a critical one – it would be welcomed) but was simply insulting people and through cynicism was trying to cancel the value of all those who do not agree with her.
    I think that it would be good if you consider to participate more to these discussions, and not only on this subject – knowing you for a long time I know that you have a lot to say. I think that the one that will benefit from this the most will be you.
    With love, Arthur.

  6. 104
    Charlotte Says:

    Dear Karsten,

    From your statement about Denmark’s proud democratic tradition it’s clear how lost you have become.

    You know as well as the rest of us what a farce the democratic ideology is and your support of such an evil social construction shows just how far from the world of reality you’ve strolled, or should I say – flown! You’d do well to come up with a better argument why Natha is apparently a sect because this one is just ridiculous. As Thomas Jefferson once said, “Democracy is two wolves and a sheep voting on what to have for dinner.” And indeed, your character of a wolf in sheep’s clothing has become very obvious in this media campaign you instigated.

    So, our dear Lupine friend, what is your agenda now? You always have been a chameleonic kind of person, as Amrita so clearly illustrates in her post, adapting your outlook according to the preferred woman in your life at any given moment, so I’m curious to see where your interests lie this time. Your obvious love for defamation has come to the forefront now, spurred on, I’m sure, by the furious vengeance and frustrations of your pregnant girlfriend. But using the example of democracy as a way to show Natha is a sect is just absurd. What happened to the intelligent Karsten we all once knew? Or was he simply the reflection of our intelligent Adina…?

  7. 105
    Martin Says:

    Dear Mihai, I saw that there is an invitation for Kim to come and live in Concordia. I think it is very kind of Natha to treat Kim with such human concern, despite all he has said about Natha and did against it. But, do you think he will actually come? Personally, I don’t think that his financial situation is at all difficult in the way that he complains about it (and blames Natha for it – ironically). Even if his state would have been really difficult, more difficult then what he is claiming now – even if he would have had to live in the street (the man doesn’t have friends? – I guess Natha are his only friends) – would he accept this offer of the school? I have the feeling that accepting help from those that he is attacking would be the hardest thing for him, because of his pride.
    Kim is like the man from this story: there was a man who murdered his parents. When he came in front of the judge, he asked to be excused and let go because he is an orphan. – In the same way, Kim has made the wrong choices, complicating himself and Natha in a legal dispute and refusing a more then fair proposal from natha – only because of his greed, and now – when the things go badly for him – he is blaming Natha for his situation, which he has created himself.
    Martin.

  8. 106
    Lia Says:

    Dear Arthur,
    I started to know you and to like you more after i read your comment.
    I didn’t know you before so it was difficult for me to understand what was true in Celia’s story.
    But now, i understand and i like how you present the things.
    Good luck and i wish you to succeed to overpass your spiritual tests.
    With appreciation and love,
    Lia

  9. 107
    cami Says:

    Dear Karsten,
    Or shell I say “dear pestica”?
    In this period I was many times thinking about you and the fact that in my heart you are still “pestica”, and it is very difficult for me to understand how you can say now things that are so far from your anterior way of thinking.
    It is like I am waiting, from one moment to another, to see you coming and saying that all was just a bad joke (actually a very bad joke).
    Last time when we spoke (January 2008), in that night or early morning as I can say, in the end you hugged me full of love saying that you are so glad for being friends and this matters a lot for you.
    Like your friend, with an open heart like always I had for you, I am saying now that dear Karsten your attitude, lately, was very strange and your position is not on the truth and justice side. You are just judging and trying to find explanations for you behavior.
    How you are acting now is showing complicity to the entire situation with the press articles and it is for me clear that you are hiding something because you don’t dare to really say what you think.
    Even in our last discussion I mentioned to you this idea: if you have doubts or misunderstandings about something just ask instead to live in confusion and projecting your ideas upon others.
    If you remember, I was also pointing out the fact that you didn’t believe any longer in Mihai, like teacher and friend of you, and you started to misunderstand him and his ideas.
    You admitted, in that time, that you feel not clear and harmonious in yourself.
    You were speaking to me about your belief that you will be lucky and you will pass your spiritual tests. Unfortunately your enthusiasm didn’t resist in time.
    Also you mentioned many times how grateful you are to Adina and how many things you learn being with her, how many opportunities to really enjoy full of happiness your life she offered to you.
    How can you forget all these?
    You guaranteed to me that you will remain on the spiritual path no matter what else will happen. And NOW???
    More than this, speaking about your relationship with Celia you said that you will be attentive to not fall in the mistake of just giving up to everything and to end in Celia’s “prison” ( fact that as you said to me in that time – she was imposing to you more and more).
    You said to me that you don’t like woman dominating your life. But this is what you have now. Or, at least, this is what you are showing to us.
    It is similar with that saying: the things that you are afraid of, that ones you will have.
    Can you say that is not true?
    Hard to believe!
    If it is not true, how can you explain that all this story with the press article are happening near to you are you are not at all involved? Only Celia is “moving around” without caring about you and your ideas?
    As we can see, the life moves further. If we don’t choose be ourselves, will be others – as in your case – how will choose, or lets say, the life will just choose instead of us.
    I choose now to write all this for you – even if is not the most facile thing for me to write in English – because I care about you and I hope that you will be at least honest with yourself in all this story.
    I wish you to choose all your steps in your life being fully aware, honest in your heart, and longing for God!
    With friendship,
    Cami

  10. 108
    All you need is love.. Says:

    Mahacutra is a lonely, sad and very frustrated woman.

    To find out the truth about this woman, visit:

    http://www.natha.dk/da/artikler/press-campaign/who-is-cecilia-ghitulescu-the-fiercest-slanderer.html

  11. 109
    Arthur Says:

    Dear Lia,
    Thank you for the kind words, and for being open.
    With love and light, Arthur.

  12. 110
    Isobel Love Says:

    Mihai,
    Please can you write more articles about your experiences, your revelations, your relationship with God and how each one of us can find our own individual path to his heart… I easily get caught in the details of my life and desires even if i would say i am on a spiritual path,i often forget my goal,i want to surrender myself to Gods will and be his tool, but i find time after time it is my will that predominates and i am following my own desires..with these continuous cycles of desire and suffering, the thing is i know that true happiness is found in Gods heart.. Please tell me how i can overcome these blockages and follow my heart.

  13. 111
    Kristine Says:

    Dear Mihai
    What Isobel just wrote could as well have come from me, I am sure that we are many in this situation, that our power to surrender to the path we know we are on and to God is not as strong as we would like it to be.
    would you please give us some advices and perspectives upon this
    with love, Kristine

  14. 112
    Edi Says:

    I am questioning myself if is possible that the persons whose demoniac possedation is demonstrated to be prevented from manifesting and impurificating the subtile athmosphere with energys and satanic thoughts. If this thing is not possible, I want to ask if in SATYA YUGA that will com in 2012 will can be put this type of restrictions?

  15. 113
    Anna Says:

    Dear Mihai,

    I just want to say thank you for all the joy you bring into my life through your teachings. Your presence on Earth is a gift to us all and a constant reminder of what the meaning of the human life is really all about. Thank you for inspiring me to live life the Tantric way; through your down to earth attitude and human approach you’ve helped me and many others I know to be able to understand this path and to sincerely aspire to be Tantric initiates. Together, you and Adina have helped me to discover the depths of my soul and as a result to come closer and closer to knowing the beautiful woman I really am.

    I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

    Anna.

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